Be strong, Always.

Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't posted lately, it's been a hectic month. Joyful part of it? My birthday is coming up! yessss. My inner toddler will come out that day(: Well anyways lets get into the details of this month...
Can you guys believe it? I like Connor, AGAIN. Yet, I don't know why. I guess it's because he actually cares about, always has. I just never tended to care about him.. when I know I should have. he is a sweetheart, and finally someone who doesn't judge my brother, he actually cares about him. I do know that I just can't like someone, but I can't help it. He's just soooo cute! I always get those butterflies when I talk to him(:
Second of all... I am soooo worried about my brother. Me and my mom have been talking lately and a few months ago, she told me he is dying... goodly slowly and not fast. I CAN NOT loose him, he is my hero, I love him to death. I wish Doctors could help him... but they can't. I love him so DAMN much, My life does not exist without him in it.
" Life's hard people, but being strong, keep your heads held high, Always."