Is everything falling apart?

Just when you think everything's getting better it gets worse.
I thought my mom and almost step-dad loved each other like crazy. When really i dont think they do anymore... :'(. I HATE to see my mom crying as if her heart has been tarred out of her chest, I hate to see clay as if he lost his most important thing he cant live without he may no cry but you can see it in his eyes.
I wish i could take bag mistakes I've done especially big ones. Sometimes you wish someone could at least care a little bit not to try to ruin your life even if they hate you they could at least have a little bit of a heart not to do it.
aaaannnnndddd one of my friends is going out with my ex.... hes only gonna break break break your heart!