.....Not so great....?

Ok well today's week was a little better...
Sooo.... my track meet was canceled on Wednesday so we just had a practice after school which was fun :D I did an obstacle course in 37 seconds :) Then a hour and a half later i had youth group and we went bowling which was fun!! haha except i almost broke my finger.... hahah[:
Well anyways today was fun, during musical theater, Me Mariah and Jacob were rapping to Justin Bieber, 30h3!, Ludachris and etc. haha it was sooooo cool! Me and jacob were matching today, almost the same exact clothes! hahaha :) I love Jacob and Mariah!
The only bad thing is my step-dad is leaving in 2 weeks... as in moving away :'(.....
I also have a district track meet on Monday... and im a nervous wreck... :/

Is everything falling apart?

Just when you think everything's getting better it gets worse.
I thought my mom and almost step-dad loved each other like crazy. When really i dont think they do anymore... :'(. I HATE to see my mom crying as if her heart has been tarred out of her chest, I hate to see clay as if he lost his most important thing he cant live without he may no cry but you can see it in his eyes.
I wish i could take bag mistakes I've done especially big ones. Sometimes you wish someone could at least care a little bit not to try to ruin your life even if they hate you they could at least have a little bit of a heart not to do it.
aaaannnnndddd one of my friends is going out with my ex.... hes only gonna break break break your heart!

What a dangerous weekend!

So lets see yesterday I went to classic with Jayden, Keaton and Brittini.
As always we have alot of fun dance around like idiots and crap hahah:). Then while me and Brittini were skating around she noticed a guy she liked, so I went to talk to him, but sadly :( he didn't like her back because he already liked this other girl. I'm sorry Britt, hes not worth it! But then I liked this guy but he was 17, he looked younger, but at least he thought i was cute.... but he didn't like me which was ok! haha
then later that night I had 10 coins and on my last two coins I won a green stuffed monkey its so adorable, i got it from the grabber machine thingy :P
Later on that night i was talking to this guy i like, and he said he misses us, and that he still likes me, it made me sooooo HAPPY! :)
I also almost gave Keaton a concussion on one of the bouncy slides, and i also gave one to myself... hahah[:

Thursdays!

Today was so hectic!!!!
Yesterday afternoon my brother cut through his whole entire finger and ALMOST cut it off!! so he was at the hospital until late last night with my mom and step dad, so I had to stay at my cousins house for the night, which was fun, but i got no sleep because i just couldn't fall asleep, and i had school the next day!
Well at school wasn't bad i guess, kind of good! haha I love my friends!!!!
Happy Birthday Mariah!!!! I love you with all my heart!!!! <3

I.HATE.Mondays!

I can NEVER wake up on Monday mornings... but it gets easier once i get to school. And speaking of school i got a new sub for pre-algerbra and hes STUPID! the suckish part is that we have him for the rest of the year cause my pre-algerbra teacher is having her baby sooooo yeah UGH!!
Well i had track today that was fun.... and tiring! but i love it!
Then me and Kate had a ruberband ball war..... hahah[: its dangerous but fun!

The world is mine ;)

I MADE IT!
Sundays.... eh. Well today was interesting we had those O.W.L classes today :( I HATE THEM. Then right in the middle of it my friend Sarah randomly said i would be good for her friend Keaton, so she had me take a pic to send to him, WTF! BUT hes got green eyes! I love that! :P haha I hope I get my smoothie from Mickey D's today... :)

Well... :/

Yeah, ok can i just be 30 now! like in 13 going on 30! i hate being 13! You have to deal with EVERYTHING!! and it seems like adults start to hate you! geesh!
well anyways life's pretty just dandy! NOT.
I mean there's life's ups like track, which i love very much and my friends who I also love! But then there's the downs like school, annoying people and how they always try to make you mad(EXAMPLE! AUSTIN!) so yeah....:P haha
I've been worried about alot of my friends lately, one of my best friend is being really depressed and I HATE to see her upset, it makes me upset... i just can't find ways to make it better.... i keep trying but i don't know! I wish there was one thing i could do.... I HATE BOYS< THEY HAVE NO RESPECT FOR US GIRLS AT ALL!!! But I love you my friend!
hahah[: .... I've noticed we all have that one thing that keeps us stable.. that one thing we need to make us happy. I shall remind you that it should never be a person, because no matter how much you love them and they love you, they will hurt you. I'm not saying you shouldn't love someone, but if you do, don't fall in too deep.
One reason why i love track... I get to do it with the most funniest people i know like Kate, Ashton and Connor, I love them! and because i just LOVE to run!
P.S Conner Benson, I HATE YOU. Austin Overton, YOU BUG ME!

blah, blah, blah.

ugh! im still grounded but i get to hangout with my cousin sometimes and my best friend( they are both exceptions) :) haha well anyways i had good easter, and a brunch, yuuuummmy food!Today is the last day of spring break, NO! I really don't wantr to go back to school, anything but that! well breaks are boring but school is just plain old boring.
Ahh being grounded is so stupid, i hate it! but at least i was able to get on the computer today!
Lifes gotten better for me im not lovesick over HIM anymore... actually i dont like him at all anymore! im proud of myself, i've gotten over him! My friends on the other hand.... im worried about them, i love them so much and i hate to see them upset, when i can't do anything about it, it bothers me that they are giving up and i can't do a thing about it!
Being a teen sucks sometimes but its got its perks....sometimes. I love my friends <3