Silence of My Summer.

New House, New State, New School, New Friends... Even if I've done this before it's the hard move I have EVER had to do. Right when things started to get back on track I don't wanna move. Why did you do this to me life?? I know I wanted to move but doesn't mean you have to take me seriously. Everyday I tell myself things will look up and maybe, just maybe I'll make a friend today or at least something. It seems like everyday I wake up, eat breakfast, watch t.v, go swim, come home and shower then go sleep. You may think this is the LIFE right? Not when you do it everyday. I wish something would get better. My mom keeps telling me to make the best out of it, that's hard to do when the best things you had have been left behind. But I am trying though, to be honest.
I keep telling myself that if I get enough sleep and wake up around 6, that I'll be able to get up and go for a run. Soo far this hasn't happened. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I've been feeling soo alone lately. I know I shouldn't because I have my family and my dogs but I guess when you have to leave your friends and not to mention a guy you've fallin in love with, that would happen.
And yes... I said fallin in love. With you? Yeah I call him my little shoeless boy :) Before I moved I got to spend the last day with him. You know in movies like the Last Song? Where Miley and Liam are so cute and have adventures? That day was that for me. Now I have to live with that for the rest of my life as the day I had to leave him. I know I sound like some Drama Queen, but how would you feel? I've lost the most important people in my life and i feel like they're gonna forget me..
Welll... I'm done with this post. if you're reading, feel free to comment :)
Love Ya'll.

I'm back. (:

Wow, It's been forever sense I've been on here.
Soo... there are 11 days til Christmas Eve. I'm soooo excited!(: Christmas is the best time of the year... Sadly, I still don't have a boyfriend to celebrate it with:/
I hope I find one soon!
How is everyone's relationships going?
Well anyways, I guess I've been pretty busy lately, with school, friends and family. It's a struggle to keep up on this thing, but I'm trying.
You know who i'm liking these days? Connor Aste. Again... I wish he would just like me back! :/ oh well.
Boys can be boys...

The sky's the limit.

Take risks.
Don't be afraid to fall.
Try your hardest.
Be. STRONG.
Never Give up.
Be young forever.
Sing the loudest.
Dance in the rain.
Laugh the craziest.
don't let anyone judge you.
Go for your dreams.
Just keep smiling and..
BE YOURSELF.

The sky is the limit. Jason Derulo(:

Be strong, Always.

Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't posted lately, it's been a hectic month. Joyful part of it? My birthday is coming up! yessss. My inner toddler will come out that day(: Well anyways lets get into the details of this month...
Can you guys believe it? I like Connor, AGAIN. Yet, I don't know why. I guess it's because he actually cares about, always has. I just never tended to care about him.. when I know I should have. he is a sweetheart, and finally someone who doesn't judge my brother, he actually cares about him. I do know that I just can't like someone, but I can't help it. He's just soooo cute! I always get those butterflies when I talk to him(:
Second of all... I am soooo worried about my brother. Me and my mom have been talking lately and a few months ago, she told me he is dying... goodly slowly and not fast. I CAN NOT loose him, he is my hero, I love him to death. I wish Doctors could help him... but they can't. I love him so DAMN much, My life does not exist without him in it.
" Life's hard people, but being strong, keep your heads held high, Always."

Summer's almost over.

Yeah that's right, summer is almost gone, :/
and I STILL Don't have a boyfriend..
Oh well. I probably wouldn't be able to have one i like more then 1 guy.
Sooooo anyways 8th grade is a breeze, it's been so far easy and I get to see all my friends, I just can't wait til My birthday in a month, soooo siked.
Well I hope everyone's having a awesome summer!
-//kenna.(:

Tears and Cheers.

This summer has been filled with so much...drama.
Yesterday I went to raging waters, Austin was there, with his friend, and Jill. That was the first time i saw him sense February. I cried myself to sleep last night. Seeing him look at me, about broke my heart. I guess I'm not over him...
Then there's Zac. Well what can I say? I really like him. (: He is sooo sweet! He is the only guy i know who PLANTS flowers, but also gives them to girls he likes. Plus, he cares. He actually cares. He is smart, very strong, Tall ( good thing!) and he is very funny. except... he doesn't like me. He is not over his ex yet, what should i do??
/kennaa

Summertime.

Well... it's exactly 1 month till school starts... whoop? no. Well this summer has been pretty boring.. except the part about hanging out with my friends, going swimming, seeing movies, and oh the best part sleeping in(: I'm not sooo excited for school to start. Most of my friends were 9th graders.. they aren't there anymore..
I'm gonna miss them like crazy :( Oh well.. I will see them every once and a while.
This year went by waaaaaaaay to fast I think. What happened to 7th grade! I remember the first day of Junior High I was terrified. But in the end I learned it's easy. Sadly, I'm getting older one step at a time.
Then there's the summer brake up, I had with Jacob. I guess you could say we were a thing. Everyone who knew about us loved us together..even his X. Tell he broke up with me. I still really love him. I just can't. Well good news is... I like Zac also too :)