Silence of My Summer.

New House, New State, New School, New Friends... Even if I've done this before it's the hard move I have EVER had to do. Right when things started to get back on track I don't wanna move. Why did you do this to me life?? I know I wanted to move but doesn't mean you have to take me seriously. Everyday I tell myself things will look up and maybe, just maybe I'll make a friend today or at least something. It seems like everyday I wake up, eat breakfast, watch t.v, go swim, come home and shower then go sleep. You may think this is the LIFE right? Not when you do it everyday. I wish something would get better. My mom keeps telling me to make the best out of it, that's hard to do when the best things you had have been left behind. But I am trying though, to be honest.
I keep telling myself that if I get enough sleep and wake up around 6, that I'll be able to get up and go for a run. Soo far this hasn't happened. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I've been feeling soo alone lately. I know I shouldn't because I have my family and my dogs but I guess when you have to leave your friends and not to mention a guy you've fallin in love with, that would happen.
And yes... I said fallin in love. With you? Yeah I call him my little shoeless boy :) Before I moved I got to spend the last day with him. You know in movies like the Last Song? Where Miley and Liam are so cute and have adventures? That day was that for me. Now I have to live with that for the rest of my life as the day I had to leave him. I know I sound like some Drama Queen, but how would you feel? I've lost the most important people in my life and i feel like they're gonna forget me..
Welll... I'm done with this post. if you're reading, feel free to comment :)
Love Ya'll.