Summertime.

Well... it's exactly 1 month till school starts... whoop? no. Well this summer has been pretty boring.. except the part about hanging out with my friends, going swimming, seeing movies, and oh the best part sleeping in(: I'm not sooo excited for school to start. Most of my friends were 9th graders.. they aren't there anymore..
I'm gonna miss them like crazy :( Oh well.. I will see them every once and a while.
This year went by waaaaaaaay to fast I think. What happened to 7th grade! I remember the first day of Junior High I was terrified. But in the end I learned it's easy. Sadly, I'm getting older one step at a time.
Then there's the summer brake up, I had with Jacob. I guess you could say we were a thing. Everyone who knew about us loved us together..even his X. Tell he broke up with me. I still really love him. I just can't. Well good news is... I like Zac also too :)

Love.

"Everybody see's it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too
So where
Do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where
Can love take us now
We've been so far down
We can still touch the sky"
This song is so amazing. Everytime i hear it it touches my heart.
I don't hate Chris Brown for what he did. I mean I don't like him, but you can tell he really regrets what he did. What he did was not right at all I get that, but he also has one amazing heart.
They do belong together... but he beat her, thats never right.

change is always constant.

soooooo this week has been pretty horrible..
well I went to park city with one of my best friends. we went shopping and swimming and all that stuff, then a day after we were there. Jacob broke up with me. I was NOT ready for it at all... he said he was going of to highschool and he would never see me plus he also said his mom made a new rule saying he can no longer steady date with a girl. We are still friends but I still REALLY like him...
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to forget someone you've never met"
I do love Jacob... even if he doesnt anymore.