BEAR LAKE! XD

Yeeeesssss i get to go to Bear Lake tomorrow with Baytubb and Jessa!!! Thats going to be sooo much fun!! and I have 3 more days of schhool!! eehhh! well anyways on Friday I'm also going to Classic with a bunch of friends as a end of year partttyyy!
I love this week except the thought of no more school for the summer :(

Claaaassssssiiiiccc! :)

Soooo there is 11 more days of schooooool..... :(
I will miss my friends :(
Wellll anyways on Friday i went to classic skating! it was sooo much fun! I went with Kate, Jacob, Jessa, Keaton, Jayden, Reagen and Ashton. We all got shudder shades( glasses like JB's <3) in different colors... I got green :) well that was alot of fun we were then for 8 1/2 hours.. hahah[: it went by fast though... I love my crazy, funny, amazing friends and i don't know what i could do without them.

well I have major mood swings :/

Yes, I miss both my dads. :(
Very Much.
Lifes been hard right now, i seriously think my mom is depressed shes been cleaning A LOT, mostly everyday. I also don't care for much anymore, I've been through alot but im not giving up. I've got my friends to hold back on, they keep my stable and happy i love them I don't know what i would do without them.
And my mom. My lifesaver. My best friend.
I love my mom, we may fight sometimes but she understands me, i can tell her stuff, and she won't judge me. We have been through alot, I've even held her hair, and shes held mine. I love you mom, I would not be able to be who i am right now if it was not for you, you are the best mom in the whole world, and I will be there for you even when you are there for me. You may be my mom, but you are my best friend.
Then there's my two dads, My biological dad and my step dad.
My dad is my hero. I am who I am today because of him, I also get my musical talents, and my taste of music, from him. He's so goofy and weird, but hes just like me, and I love him. " I miss you dad".
Then there's my step-dad we would fight A LOT! But we could talk about stuff, not everything but stuff. He took care of me when i thought I was gonna loose my mom. He also took care of my brother, who can not take care of himself, he is my hero for being there for me and my brother, I've learned how to be a soldier from him, to be strong and brave.
I love my parents so much more then anything and I also love my weird brother :P who keeps me on my toes but hes special to me :
I also love my friends, I can honestly say I would not be happy right now if it wasn't for them. I love Kate, Jacob, Brittini, Mariah, Kaitlyn, Mikayla, Jayden and Keaton so dang much! The ARE family to me
P.S I found out someone likes me today :)

Simple lilies no roses :)

Ok well sooooo...... This week has been okishh? i guessss? Well this morning my step-dad left to Virgina... that was pretty sad :/ I hope that i will get to see him soon :( Sense that happened I went to school at 11:00 because i woke up early to say goodbye and i wanted to sleep in. Then at lunch time I was with Kate, Steph, Kyla and Helena, then Jacob came over. So we all ran around like idiots haha i love them! They made me happier :)
I was thinking about my brake up with Austin... I've decided i go for lilies not roses, i go for guys that dont demand but treat me right :)

CUTE! TWINS!

This is my beeeeessssssttttteeessssstttt Guy friend Jacob and me! We were matching this day, and we were also in musical theatre :) haha I love him!!! he makes me laugh!
Well.... today was okishhh.... my stepdad is moving to Virgina on Monday... ill miss him. :( But my friends and family make the pain go away.... for a little bit
hahaha well I love you Jacob! ( GO LOW!)

I love this weeeeekkkk! :)

This week has been FANTASTIC!
Well on Monday i had my district meet for us girls and my relay team got 1st place we did amazing! Then at the end our girls team ended up getting 3rd place out of 15 schools and we got a cool plaque! I got to carry it out to the bus!
Then on Tuesday Me and Kate were able to leave school early to go to the guys track meet, it was a BLAST! :) haha well we got on the bus and we were the only girls on the bus and all the guys were staring at us, but then we all talked until we got there. As soon as we arrived we got to hangout for an hour and a half. So me, Kate, Jacob,Karson and Charlie all went walking around Cottonwood High school,the guys pretended to be gangsters that was interesting. haha. Then Stephanie showed up so Kate went to go get her so I was stuck with ALL the guys, while im standing there they are saying perverted jokes and taking off their shirts to show their abs.... the abs part was pretty hot though... :P Well then Jacob went to go run a mile for his race and at the end of it he had a asthma attack and he stopped breathing, he laid down for a while then he recovered. which was very good!. Then about 2 hours later we got on the bus to go back to the school at 6:30 and me and Jacob hanged out because Kate left... haha that was fun. Then he took of his shirt and I ended up staring at him hes got an 8 PACK! hahaha[:
SO yeaaaaahhhhh!