I love Wednesdays!

Today was hilarious... who knew I could laugh so hard all my food literally falls out of my mouth... yes grose but it was funny! I just love Wednesdays because i have youth group these nights... in which I spend with my closet friends that ive known for a long time! and we get to get frozen yogurt! yum!
annnnd I just found out Conner is gonna get a book published, that is just soo freaking cool! I am so happy for him! he so smart, haha I love him!
Yes..... I love love love today! I dont want it to end!!! :/

Ahh School!

TODAY! was... very great actually! I was an overachiever in mostly all my classes, which was surprising but also good because I finished my work!
Funny story this morning my friend Connor through me a piece of gum in the hall which landed on the ground, I went to grab it and my friend Kate did too, we ended up tackling each other on the ground for a piece of gum! hahah[: I got the piece of gum, but it was way hilarious trying to get it!
Then another funny story... I totally pwnd 2 of my teachers today cause they thought I was not working on my work or paying attention when really I was done with my work and I wasn't exactly paying attention but I did hear what she said :P
Today was pretty funny! except where i spilled water on my brand new book and popped a vain during roller blading in Gym.. hahah[:

An Addiction

We've all got an addiction, it may not be drugs or alcohol, but it is defiantly something. An Addiction has many meanings to us, one could be something you can never stop doing, or something you are completely obsessed with. Most of the time, these addictions tend to take over us and control our life. Addictions are to be there to make us seem perfect and normal. When really, no one is normal or perfect, we are all weird and unique in our own ways. One addiction I used to have was needing people to tell me they loved me or I wouldn't know if they did or that they even cared. I got over this addiction by helping someone else with the same addiction, it makes you realize that you don't need someone to tell you they love you, you have to love yourself first. Then there is bad addictions like drugs and alcohol, that may seem to make you feel better about yourself, when really they bring you down, if someone has an addiction to drugs or alcohol, they didn't choose to just start it, someone caused it. They say behind every depressed and troubled person, there is a person who made them that way. Thats why I always try to help those people in need, Tell them they matter and that they may think no one else cares about them, but YOU do. You can save a life, rather then help someone end theirs. Always remember there are some addictions that are good, for example reading until you feel smart enough, then there are bad addictions, those ones need looked upon and helped, one thing for sure is always care for someone and never judge a book by its cover. and ALWAYS be respectful. :)

I hate Mondays! I can never wake up on these morning days!
Well anyways.... today was pretty interesting... I had ASL first period... We watched a movie sense it was our last day in that class, the movie is pretty confusing because it was mostly in sign language! but oh well! Then I had second period with my best buddy Karson! haha apparently hes getting married? yeah its hard to explain.. and hes only 15 almost 16! its crazzzzy! Then I had lunch, yummmmmy foood! After that was third period musical theatre I freaking love that class, I have it with my 2 best friends Mariah and Kate, haha We can NEVER stop talking! then last but not least I had 4th period god! that class almost made me puck! We had to watch a video on eye accidents and surgury! it was soooo disturbing! But other then that today was sooo great! :)

Today! was fabulous!~

I went to see Alice and Wonderland with.... my best friend Britt! my cousin Katie! and my other best friend Kayla! That movie is so strange but yet soooo awesome!Turns out I saw my two other best friends who I call my brother's mom and their sister, we ended up talking out loud to each other until the movie started! After that we went to Macy's and ran around the store looking for cute guys, well not for me :P but yes! haha then we went to Dairy Queen and I got a vanilla shake :) yum! Then it was time to go home :(... but I didn't want to exactly go home yet so me and brittini went to my cousins house and took her dog on a walk.... just to go see Brittini's boyfriend, turns out he couldn't come out :( but oh well! Then we went to Katie's house again. Then a couple minutes later I asked if she had gum, because i saw it behind her, she told me doesn't have any, then I told her I see it behind her. Even though she saw it too she tried to deny it! haha I love my cousin! :P then it was time to go home finally.... But it was a great day and I got to hangout with my closest friends :)

My Poem(:

You are the one that has shaped my heart after it broke.
You are the one who keeps me happy, even when things are terrible.
You are the light at the end of my tunnel, where I can go when im scared.
You keep my mind stuck on you, and only you.
You are the one I can be myself around, not any other boy works that way for me.
You love me for the way i am, and I love you for who you are. and NOTHING can change that <3
I love you <3 You keep me stable, happy and you keep my mind racing.... for you. Nothing will ever change the way I feel about you.

Love keeps us Stable.

You Know how everyone says I love you too, if you say I love you to them? How do you know they really mean it? They could be just saying it to make you feel better. Tge only way you could possibly know if they do is if they tell you first or they show you and tell you ALOT. Love is confusing.... there is family love, which is when you tell your family you love them usually all the time, then there is friend love, which basically means you could be walking down the hall at school at Yell "I love you ____!" (the line is for a friends name or something) then the last love is relationship love with that him/ her. When you share a kind of lovr between you and another person, to you, it feels inseperable. You talk to them everyday, you can NEVER stop thinking about them, You always ask them if they are ok, You always want to know if people are treating them nicely.... and you just plain old care and love them emensly! One things for sure, never go take it way fast in a relationship, you may end up hurt in the process.
Love is infinite never give it all away to one person!